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Call Your Girlfriend by Robyn sung by Jordan (foreverendeavor-.tumblr.com) and Lauren (notesbylauren.tumblr.com)

I'm glad I could bring a bit of happiness to your life :-)

Thank you!

hey, you're beautiful.

You have no idea how perfect that was to hear right now.

1, 24, 21

Thanks for sending me questions! Even if they are numbers. Anyway, 

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

I feel like it’s more difficult for me to look into someone’s eyes when they’re telling me how they feel because I always want to show them some sign of my recognition of the topic, or some sign of  my understanding of what they’re saying by my facial expressions but I feel like when I force my face to show that, it looks really fake. And if I don’t force those expressions I feel like the person who I’m talking to will just think I don’t care. Because unfortunately, the way my face naturally sits is a look of complete boredom, not understanding. 

24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

I would definitely take true love with a guarantee of a broken heart rather than not having loved at all because at least you would’ve had something. My goodness, I mean I’m only a junior in high school but many of the people in my school have already had that, or something close to it, and let me tell you; to not have anything remotely close to that feels pretty terrible sometimes.

21. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?


My goodness. That’s quite a decision. I feel like knowing my grandma, and most grandmas in general bless their hearts, she would voice to me herself that if a crazy situation like that had presented itself she would want me to save a new life. But it would literally be like ripping my heart out for someone to make me let go of my own grandmother. I love her to pieces. I don’t know. I mean, I feel there’s some really philosophical answer to this that avoids choosing either outright but I don’t want to analyze it too much. 

Wait oh my god, please these are actually so interesting.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
11. Does love = sex?
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
22. Are you old fashioned?
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
All I want is to be back in that very location. 

And there he goes, so perfectly

we-intertwined:

the kind of flawless I wish I could be.

I saw you today. I should have known that what I felt for you in the past, what I’ve tried so hard to suppress, cannot be ignored, no matter how hard I try. You flash that smile at me and I can’t think.

I don’t want to feel like this. It’s too difficult. I doubt that anything will ever come of this, and I’m sick of sitting here spending my nights thinking about you. It’s no use.

It’s funny, because that song could not fit this situation more perfectly. I have such strong feelings for you, but you probably barely realize I exist, at least in that way. It’s fitting in more ways than one, and it’s kind of eerie in that sense how dead-on it is.

So, today’s events beg the question: keep dreaming, or give up?

I’m bored and I seriously just want to answer questions! Please leave some in my ask! 

notesbylauren.tumblr.com/ask 

queer-riot:

people have been making me feel really unwanted today 

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